I am crying over a spilled milk :(

Did I mention how much disappointment plus frustration [see how heavy and severe?] I got when my 2GB memory card for my Canon Powershot MP suddenly got error [read: memory card error] yesterday after taking a good 40+ photos at the churchland where we had our vespers and a night of picnic with the church family? Argh..... or should I better state: huhuhu. Yes, I was and am still disappointnted over it. Swithart would said not to cry over spilled milk, the card can still be used, it just needs reformatting, and I can still take more gorgeous photos than those 40+ I lost. Hah. If only that's how easy it is. But it's not. And I didn't bring an extra memory card with me yesterday because I never expect it would happen that way, so my photography was stopped by it. I have taken a lot of beautiful photos in there and I am sure it would have been so precious the memories are. Plus, I have learned I could take shots in a different accent and effect with my camera which I just dicovered yesterday and I wanted so bad to share my first discovery here. I even asked the husband to be one of my model in my portrait mode. Hmp!!!! But then again, I am crying over a spilled milk, which I should not. I just can't help it. It's like losing the whole document which is very important because my hard drive has just gotten infected with virus and I just couldn't retrive it no more. Such a pain! No matter how I tried opening the memory card in my computer and in swithart's. I even borrowed SIL's card reader but to no avail. Now I am using my other extra memory card. The one which has gotten error has not been formatted yet. I feel like I am not yet ready [LOL] and I have the feeling that I could still retrieve it. Hah. I am really hurt. And kinda losing my desire to give my camera its work. I hope I can get over it soon. Hehe...